For the past twenty years or so I've been on a spiritual quest.  I've been trying to find a place in the world of religion/spirituality.  Along that route, I've explored various forms of Buddhism, Christianity, Gnosticism, and Wicca, amongst other things.  It is all coming to a head now, as I try to find a spiritual place that accepts me as a gay man.  It appears I've come full circle.  I started Buddhist practice when I was twelve.  I left it behind me in a futile attempt to fit into a Christian lifestyle.  Now, the more I reflect on it, the more I realize Zen is where I belong.  I'm just not comfortable with Christianity.  Too many Christian leaders are opposed to homosexuality and gay marriage for my tastes.  I've also missed the peace that Zen brings when it is practiced.  So back to Zen I go.  Trying to find a local Sangha to join so I can get back into the groove.  

Note that I'm not saying Christianity is bad or wrong.  It brings comfort to a lot of people.  It's just not for me.